Long Story,No end yet.

INTRODUCTION?

As if to die next to you would be considered a punishment.
I'm not going to mention the variety of bland characters I have met in my lifetime. However,I feel the delight to mention those who are and have modified my views in life.
It's hard to forget those days when the only thing I could think of was my departure,my end. I guess happiness is something that comes when you are just about to give up. And I do not mean to inspire some solitary soul,thinking about those things is never something you should even be hoping for.
But to slowly drag on to the point;I would like to begin my first blog from a recent clash in my life.
Sex has never been an essential thing to me,I've never had it and I don't feel the rush to do it. I personally believe that the longer I wait, the better it will be. So when I was exposed to this "sex after" type of situation,I had nothing to do but to choke. And hope that my tears would cling onto my lacrimal gland and just hold on for dear life. After all the last thing I want to do is be seen crying by who I thought was the love of my life for months. Now let me not mention the moments before when I felt that I was being used for a name,just to be someone he could call his gf.


Chapter 1

Life was never that admirable;So as I sit here looking down on you awake,vigorous, yet somewhat..faultfinding fools,I reminisce my own life. I recall the first days of my life,the birth,the death,the rebirth. The life that I took for granted and others wished was there own,I took that life and like you are doing now,my dear friend
I broke it down slowly into bits and pieces and made it collapse,but I suppose now that does not matter. After all,had it not been for my half-witted misconception,this story would not be told.

It all started a couple years back,in a place you will never know, around people you will never meet. A child was brought to this place, a place where nothing that comes or may come out of your mouth would EVER be considered. But the day this woman said she would have a child at an old age not only was she "considered" crazy but her child was considered what they call mentally challenged. However,against everyones will,she had a child a typical child with very aberrant qualities.


{TO BE CONTINUED}
(UGHHH! I lost my train of thought)