I'm not going to mention the variety of bland characters I have met in my lifetime. However,I feel the delight to mention those who are and have modified my views in life.
It's hard to forget those days when the only thing I could think of was my departure,my end. I guess happiness is something that comes when you are just about to give up. And I do not mean to inspire some solitary soul,thinking about those things is never something you should even be hoping for.
But to slowly drag on to the point;I would like to begin my first blog from a recent clash in my life.
Sex has never been an essential thing to me,I've never had it and I don't feel the rush to do it. I personally believe that the longer I wait, the better it will be. So when I was exposed to this "sex after" type of situation,I had nothing to do but to choke. And hope that my tears would cling onto my lacrimal gland and just hold on for dear life. After all the last thing I want to do is be seen crying by who I thought was the love of my life for about three months. Now let me not mention the moments before when I felt that I was being used for a name,just to be someone he could call his gf. But I guess great friends win over that fact.
Friday,June 24th
What I do for my friends is something not even my family would forgive. We took a ride to Pembroke today,to help my friend get past the feelings for this heart-breaker.I guess that we got to our destination and were being
completely ignored but I guess getting in the bus was even worse,the distance was unbearable. Me and my so called boyfriend ignored each other the whole ride to the house. Thank god my friends were there and we threw a couple of smiles and giggles back and forth,which definitely kept the ride "joyful". The house was where the whole sex thing happened,the clinging tears,the false i love you's and all the rest. And in the end after all the artificial kisses,I walked back into the bus with a shattered heart.
Saturday,June 25th
I'm sure a couple of my nonexistent readers have heard of the admirable Warped Tour. You know the one where a girl gets lost in the pouring rain and can't find her best friend,boyfriend or old crush. That's the one I'm talking about. But nothing inexplicable and exciting really happened there. Except for the sloppy kiss in the rain in front of half of the crowd. Oh,I almost forgot to mention the fact that Jacob came over with his dirty legs from the show and cuddled with me while he held my hand watching El Cantante. I guess it was romantic excluding that my sister (6) was here and my mom was coming back home in three hours. And let's not forget that I have a so called boyfriend.
Sunday,June 26th
I have only one thing to say,One only; Mom came home today at 10am.
Monday,June 27th
Cammie and Chrissy came over,I love it how they just call me the day before to let me know that they will be here in the morning. I could not wish for any better friends,really. I met them almost halfway to my house (walking distance) with two cups of lemonade in each hand. Got a comment from a man who asked me if I was " Going to refill my lemonade stand?". And then watched Cammie attempt to finish writing her blog. Then we went to Walgreens to buy feminine products,candy,take pictures on the security camera and buy cough drops. After that,Blockbuster! We rented Coraline and a couple other good movies. And then searched around town for champagne mangoes (didn't find them). Unfortunately,all the excitement ends when my friends go home. But its alright,I know that they will be back soon;as in on Wednesday.
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