My forgiveness to you,that is all I can ask for.

This is the last message I will send to you,for I don't want to be a bother or an obstacle in your life. I wanted to let you know,that I will not wait forever but I will wait for you too cool down. Now when it comes to speaking the truth,I believe that
I did not cheat on you with Devin. Yes,I said I love you but I am not IN LOVE with him. And I know I used to yell at you about saying that to other people,I'm sorry I'm a hypocrite. That's all that is left for me to say,is I am sorry. I started talking to you,last summer same time and since then my life has been so different,I know that I have my difficulties on the side with my family,but you always knew how to make me feel better and make me happy.
You are the only person who can do that,I am in love with you,madly and sickingly in love. I want to marry you and grow old with you. That is my only wish in this life and that is something only you can help me accomplish,you are the love of my life. And yes,we are going through complications and yes,i fucked up. REALLY BAD THIS TIME,I need you.
And I know that whether you are saying you are okay or not? You are thinking about me. Because you love me and thats not putting words in your mouth if it is in fact the truth.


I love you and I need you,Sean.

Love,
Ella